The Fill That's Flowing Out

I dreamt of baby earlier... a very sweet dream... then I had a bad dream... a dream that I said something that hurt my mum... and well... I feel so damn bad... and in the dream, something happens that made me feel more worst... how can my brother be the first to jump in to save my mum :( am I looking at a reflective dream? Trying to show me the big picture? Sad...

*beep beep* The faded sound of SMS woke me up. It's baby :) Happy to see her SMS but not very pleased with the content though... Well... something happened to baby's mum also...

Why is it that the dreams and the after-wake has so much link... Has our life tapped? Recently... I feel the same way as how baby felt... things are like happening too coincidentally. The day before, baby isn't feeling very well... and I'm feeling the same too... wobbly & soft... feeling weak... gwad~ Not a very pleasant feeling.

Anyway it's a new day. So I'll wait... waiting for my baby... to treat me...

better...